Bewildered and ashamed, I looked up and prayed that the Lord would send His angel yet again to take the key; and for my part I promised that I would never want to have it any more.

又惘怅，又羞愧，我求主再差遣他的天使来把钥匙拿去；我同时应许说我以后决不敢再掌管风的钥匙了。

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Without even realizing it, I prayed to God after a long time (even though for many years I have been considering myself an atheist).

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