i fear that if i go and see you i might not find you as i would wish and you in turn might not find me to your liking i might see rivalries envy grudges disputes slanders gossip conceit disorder
我担心如果我去看你，我可能找不到我想要的你也可能找不到你喜欢的我，我可能会看到竞争，嫉妒，怨恨，争论，诽谤，流言，自负，混乱
以上为机器翻译结果，长、整句建议使用 人工翻译 。