Being sick is the one thing that can make you feel completely alone; and that was a feeling I didn't need reinforced.

人在生病的时候总是感觉无比的孤独，我自己已经是个孤独的人，我才不想让自己继续孤独下去。

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Another thing that would make me feel bad is the feeling that I wasn't pushing myself hard enough: I didn't have a big enough vision, I wasn't trying new things, I wasn't networking, blah, blah.

让我感觉糟糕的另一件事是没有使自己做出足够努力的感觉：我没有一个足够远大的目光，没有尝试新鲜事物，没有交际，等等。

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