He was never unkind, and I cannot remember that he ever spoke harshly to me, but it was the custom to fear and admire him.

他并非不仁慈，而且我也记不起他曾经对我厉声呵斥过，但对于他的敬畏已经成为我的习惯。

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I cannot push away the fear nor change my life overnight, but if I dedicate myself to one single effort each and every day, I will see the power of changing little things to make a big difference.

对我个人而言，我既不能将自己的恐惧驱散，也不可能在一夜之间改变我的生活，但是如果每一天我都全力以赴地做出一次努力，那么最终我会看到非同寻常的效果。

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