I do not know. Maybe it is so, because at least I am feeling like being penetrated by the poison.

我也不清楚，或许是吧，因为至少我觉得我开始中毒了。

youdao

So am I drinking the poison to kill my thirsty?

我是不是在饮鸠止渴？

youdao

Now I am a fat house cat nursing my sore blunt tongue, watching the warm poison rats. Curl through the wide fence cracks. Pissing on magazine photos.

现在我是一只肥胖的家猫，照料着我那因疼痛而没有知觉的舌头，看着刚被毒死的温暖老鼠，曲卷着身子穿过围篱的宽阔裂缝，在杂志里的照片上撒尿。

youdao

I am leaving you,father. I am going where the poison you have given me will do no harm.

VOA: special.2009.05.30

Everyone is taking their sweet time while I am drowning in poison.

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In the past I have painted a tiny vestibule poison green, and I am planning on deep, high-gloss turquoise for an upcoming project.

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