Each time I go through this, I see hidden aspects of myself. Sometimes I discover that I am craving change.

每当经历这样的心理踌躇，我都可以窥见自我当中被隐藏的一面：有时候是我发现自己对改变的渴望；

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Hundreds of scientific papers are deliberately hidden by publishing them all together in such totally obscure journals such as the Clinical Investigator and Molecular Aspects of Medicine, but only rarely in mainstream medical journals.

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