Through the years, John's delusions don't really go away, but he learns to deal with them sanely.

许多年过去了，约翰的幻觉并没有真的消失，但是他学会了理智地对待那些幻觉。

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Things only started to really go downhill when the accusations started-then maybe he started to realize that his own children could be taken away from him as a result of his actions.

当他面临指控后，事情才开始急转直下，可能也就是那个时候，他才意识到自己的行为可能导致这样的后果——自己的孩子会被带走。

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