I felt very good at the beginning, because I had never been out for business before, during the beginning I was so excited, but when the excitement disappeared, I feel only tired.

刚开始还好，因为以前没出过差，一直很兴奋，等兴奋劲过去了之后，剩下的就是疲惫了。好累！

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As reported contemporaneously in 2000,the number was -3.1% but if you look at the number reported for 2005, because bad records had disappeared and good records had been added, all of a sudden the average experience for that year went up to +1.2%.

000年期的公告中这个数字为负3.1%,但是如果你去查2005年公告的数字,坏记录已经调整而消失,有利的投资记录被加入,转瞬之间,年平均收益升至1.2%

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