The king expressed sorrow at the first two deaths.

国王对先前两人丧生表达悲哀。

youdao

Whatever the reason, no matter what, she will be the first time in my sorrow to comfort me.

无论什么原因，不管什么时候，她都会在我伤心的第一时间来安慰我。

youdao

Then my eyes filled with tears: for I realized what I had done, and for the first time I felt repentance and sorrow.

然后我的眼睛充满了泪水：因为意识到自己做了什么事，我第一次感到后悔与难过。

youdao

My first major was English, because I knew what a disappointment and sorrow I'd been to my parents and I wanted them to be proud of me despite everything that had happened.

NPR: Chapter 1