I find the process of writing it frustrating, tedious, and probably pointless... especially given my gross inability to gracefully articulate my thoughts in light of the storm raging in my head.

我发现这封信的写作过程十分的令我沮丧，无聊，很可能还毫无意义……尤其是，我的脑袋里充满了暴怒的时候，要精准的表达我的想法就很困难了。

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I can't forgive myself, the head, my dear colleagues, you can criticize me, especially the head.

我没有办法原谅我自己。主管，我亲爱的同事，你可以批评我。特别是主管。

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