I am going to pour boiling water to drink, and of course I want to pretend to be calm, can't let them see.

我是去倒开水喝，当然我要装着很镇定，不能让他们看出来。

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I tried to pretend to ignore you and be calm When I met you. But I couldn't help glancing you for I want to know how you are going.

每次遇见你，我都努力装作没看见你，故作镇定，可总禁不住想看你一眼，想知道你最近过得怎么样。

youdao