And now what is there before me but public disgrace, ruin, terrible shame, the mockery of the world, a lonely dishonoured life, a lonely dishonoured death, it may be, some day?

现在等待我的只有当众露丑，毁灭，可怕的羞耻，世人的嘲笑，一种孤独的不光彩的生活，也许还有哪天等待我的一种孤独的不光彩的死？

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But it was largely destroyed in 1538 during Henry VIII's dissolution of the monasteries and is now a ruin.

BBC: Reading Abbey manuscript