Who has to absorb the blow, but I know that no matter how to change, how good, you will not come back to me, but I only want you to tell me everything, that's all.

何人都有承受不了的打击，只是我深知不管自己怎样改变，怎样的优秀，你也不会回到我身边，可是我此时只想你亲口告诉我一切，仅此而已。

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I don't want to change that everything, because I don't want.

我不想改变任何东西，因为我不想。

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"I just sucked it up because I wanted him to see everything was normal, everything was OK," she says. "I didn't want anything to change for him."

我隐瞒了这个事情，因为我想让他看到一切都很正常，都很好。我希望这一切都不让影响到他。

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