Part of me was very frightened and I consciously had to get a grip on myself.

我其实非常害怕，但又不得不有意识地控制住自己。

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So I consciously devoted my life to that."

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The pastoral elegy is clearly one of the most stylized and most self-consciously artificial of all of the poetic genres.

田园挽歌明显是所有诗歌类型中,最程式化，最具人工雕琢痕迹的诗种之一。

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Notice how very casual Yeats is in that second strophe, how self-consciously fantastic and speculative he is.

注意叶芝在第二节,是多么随意，多么自觉的神奇,多么敏锐。

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This would mean countries with current account surpluses adopting policies that would consciously reduce these surpluses.

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There is no grand conspiracy here, and nobody is consciously lying, I would bet.

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Consciously pursue both of these transformative elements, and accountability goes up, way up, as do expectations.

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