I can't help looking back on my past.

我青不自禁地回首我的过去。

youdao

Wherever I go, whatever I do, there's still a place that I can't help looking back. It is MY HOMETOWN.

无论我走到哪里，总不住地回头望，那个地方，是我的故乡。

youdao

The problem is that if I go back, it can't help looking like I'm trying to ambush him, which isn't true.

问题是，如果我回到那儿的话，他肯定会以为我是去故意去等他，我才不会呢。

youdao