I stand beside John now, and cannot pretend to know how it feels to lose someone who is as close to me as Janet was to him.

现在我就站在约翰的身边，无法装作我知道失去某个和我很亲近的人，像约翰失去珍妮特那样亲近的人，是什么滋味儿。

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I stand beside John now, and cannot even pretend to know how it feels to lose someone who is as close to me as Janet was to him. I need to hear what he has to say much more than he needs to talk.

我现在站在约翰身边，却连假装了解自己失去一个像珍妮特对约翰那样重要的人的感觉都做不到。约翰需要找人说话，有些话他必须说出来，而我却更急切地要听他的那些话。

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