Sometimes all the time I'd been living seems just a dream for me, I'm confusing and wondering if I'd waste most of my times and repentant of that everyday.

有时我会觉得我的一生对我而言就像一个梦境，我甚至疑惑自己是否浪费了所有的时间而每天沉浸在悔恨当中。

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I'm not snobbish about what someone does for a living -- I'm aware that an all-expenses-paid Ivy League education paved my way.

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