尽管我有点儿害怕，但我的反应是真的高兴，至少我可以按我自己的方式行事。

My reaction, I’m afraid, was pure exhilaration: at last I could do things my way.

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“可以说我刚刚开始有点害怕——“我真的要这么做？”

At one point I started feeling negative thoughts — 'Do I really want to do this?

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说真的，我还有点儿害怕呢，可是好奇心却驱使我跟着爸爸往前走。

To be honest, I was a little scared, but my curiosity overcame my fear, and I went inside after Dad.

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