人生一定是既有欢乐也有痛苦的，虽然“怠惰”可能会让人能够对痛苦麻木一些，但你还是不能完全逃脱痛苦。

You will not be able to escape the pain completely, though acedia will dull it a little. But unfortunately it lies in your power to reject the joy utterly.

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那种好的感觉麻木了你生活中的痛苦。

That good feeling numbs out the real pain in your life.

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我记得最初的震惊和麻木、空虚、眼泪，还有痛苦充满身体。

I remembered the initial shock and numbness, the emptiness, the tears and my pain-filled body.

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