此时我才能坐下来好好享受一下安静的感觉了，已经有许多年没有这种孤独时分了，现在才发现偶尔的孤独也是一种享受！

At this point I can sit down and enjoy some sense of quiet, and has been for many years without such a lonely night, now only occasionally found in the enjoyment of solitude is a!

youdao

艺术经纬：挺难的，我现在都无望了。当时画里是一种孤独和流浪的感觉吗？

Editor: it's difficult. I am hopeless. Did you feel lonely in your painting then?

youdao

我永远不会忘记抑郁和孤独是如何使我同时感觉又好又坏的，现在依然如此。

I'll never forget how the depression and loneliness felt good and bad at the same time. Still does.

youdao