“我要生存，我要自我保护，这就是我的本能，”他会这样想。

"I have an instinct for survival, for self-preservation," he reflects.

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我要怎么继续生存？

How do I ever survive?

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我要怎么生存？

How will I survive?

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We've been asking ourselves, what does it take for me to survive, for me to continue to exist?

我们自问，生存下去需要什么，要我继续存在需要什么？

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There won't be anything that's-- even though what I want per se isn't survival.

什么都没有-,即便我想要的不仅是生存本身。

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and the question,What was it that I wanted,when I wanted to survive?

以及我想要生存下去时真正想要的是什么？

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