我的梦想究竟是什么样子，而我又如何才能实现？

What exactly will this particular situation look like and how am I going to get there?

youdao

我突然意识到，除了从车窗往外看的风景外，我还不知道我所在的这个城市究竟是什么样子呢。

I suddenly realize that apart from what I have seen through the bus window, I can hardly tell what the city I am living really looks like.

youdao