我会设法让他(勃烈日涅夫)知道，如果让我发现他明明了解所有情况但是还是让这一切发生的话，那我就清楚的知道我该干什么了。

I'll get through to him [Brezhnev] somehow, and if I ever find out he knew about the situation and still let everything happen, then I know exactly what I'm going to do.

youdao

现在…经历了这一切，我很清楚我能做个好男人。

After all of it, I know that I'm a good man.

youdao

他们说（小孩子总是实话实说），他们很高兴我告诉他们这一切，他们从来没有像现在这样清楚所发生的事。

They said – small children though they were – that they were glad that I had told them, that they had never felt quite sure about what exactly had happened.

youdao