这就是为什么相对于那些沉湎于与生命无关的对抽象事物的理智，我更喜欢戏剧化的生活，渴望被内心的怒火耗尽，享受被命运无常所折磨。

That is why I prefer the dramatic life, consumed by inner fires and tortured by destiny, to the intellectual, caught up in abstractions which do not engage the essence of our subjectivity.

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我知道自己是在向往这多姿多彩的大学生活，渴望自己能有一天带着画板走进这所人文底蕴如此丰厚的学府。

I knew I was longing for the colorful university life and are eager to one day be able to go into this with a drawing board by such a rich cultural heritage institutions.

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是我所知道的全部，所渴望的全部以及为之生活的全部。

It is all I know, all I yearn for, and all that I live for.

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