扪心自问，“这样的生活真的是我想要的吗？”

Ask yourself, "Is my life the way I want it to be?"

youdao

我想要我的儿子尽可能的过上最好的生活，我这样做不是个好母亲，但是喜欢这样想这么做是最现实的。

I wanted my son to have the best life possible. And that doesn't make me a good mother, but I like to think this can makes me a realistic one.

youdao

但如果这不是我想要的呢？我是说，如果我不想要过你这样的生活呢？

But what if this isn't what I want? I mean, what if I don't wanna live the way you live?

youdao