在这个“麻木”的国家，我开始感到内疚。

During this "numb" state, I started feeling guilty.

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他们感到内疚，他们也开始想着“如果我与神接近，他将会训诫我，他将会提醒我所做过的所有错事，那么我就会觉得更糟！”

They feel guilty, and then they start thinking, "If I get close to God, he's going to lecture me. He's going to remind me of all the things I've done wrong, and then I'll feel even worse!"

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我在当产品营销经理时开始接触PPT，现在我为自己当时滥用技术而感到内疚。

I've been guilty of abusing this technology myself when I first started using Powerpoint as a product marketing manager.

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