那是我所想的是我的生命就快要结束了。

I was thinking that my life was finished.

youdao

我爱，只能爱我离开的那个地球，我这个忘恩负义的人向心房开枪结束生命时，我的血就洒在了那上面。

I love and can love only that earth which I have left, stained with my blood, when, in my ingratitude, I quenched my life with a bullet in my heart.

youdao

感觉我生命中的一切好像都要步入莫名奇妙的结束： 还没走到街道的尽头，我就忍不住一直觉得前头已无路，好像只能往回走。

Everything in my life felt like it was coming to a mysterious close: I could hardly walk to the end of a street without feeling there was no way to go except back.

youdao