就这一下，我再也承受不住了。

And that did it. I snapped.

《牛津词典》

这一切太痛苦了我再也承受不住了再也承受不住……

This is too much pain, I can't take it anymore… no…

youdao

一直以来，我都对你怀有怒气，但现在我意识到，我再也承受不住这份怒气了。所以，不管是道歉还是不道歉，我在往前走了。

For a long time, I had angry against you, But now I ware that, I can't suffer the angry any more. whatever apology or not, I am going forward.

youdao