我开始相信，没有人能够弄清楚上帝到底是一个怎么样的上帝，所以我决定以自己的方式去寻找他，因为我相信这才是他想要我做的。

I started to believe that no one is capable of knowing God's specific identity, so I decided to seek him down my own path, because I believe that's what he wants me to do.

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没过都长时间我就意识到我不得不去改变自己不好的消费卡消费方式，所以我花了很长时间尽我所能的去学习所有关于消费卡和个人财政的知识。

It didn't take long for me to realize that I had to change my evil spending ways or cut up my card. So, I spent a lot of time learning everything I could about credit CARDS and personal finance.

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我无法控制自己的情绪，所以我选择别的方式发泄情绪。

I couldn't control the emotion, so I switched emotions, " she said.

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