我知道该放弃，只是心上长不出手指，抓不住什么，也放不开什么。

I knew this giving up, only is on the heart does not leave the finger, cannot hold any, also cannot let loose any.

youdao

在黑暗下，不，在黑暗中央，我看不清，也抓不住什么。

In the dark, no, in the dark central, I could not see, not catch anything.

youdao