我不得不去改变。

I had to change.

youdao

但是，我终于意识到互联网太让我分心了，我不得不去改变它。

Eventually, though, it became clear that the Internet had become so much more distracting that I had to start treating it differently.

youdao

没过都长时间我就意识到我不得不去改变自己不好的消费卡消费方式，所以我花了很长时间尽我所能的去学习所有关于消费卡和个人财政的知识。

It didn't take long for me to realize that I had to change my evil spending ways or cut up my card. So, I spent a lot of time learning everything I could about credit CARDS and personal finance.

youdao