“我只是不知道怎样控制我自己……”我说道，强忍住不笑出声来，可是基斯一直嬉皮笑脸地盯着我看，结果我还是没有忍住？

"I just don't know how I contain myself..." I said trying not to laugh but failing as Keith continued to stare at me grinning from ear to ear.

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事实上，在她生命的最后几个月里我一直在强忍着自己，以至于在她去世后整整一年的时间里我常常会痛哭，来哀痛她的离开。

In fact, I was so determined to be "strong" during her last months that even after her death it took me a full year before I could cry and truly mourn her loss.

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