我知道，喝茶不为真的喝茶，是在品着一种心情，寻找一种感觉，阅读一种境界。

I know that tea is not really tea, a kind of goods are in the mood, look for a feeling, a realm of reading.

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寻找一种方法来让你挤出时间抽离照顾者这个角色，并且做回一名伴侣——这样可以让你放松并感觉到你伴侣的支持。

Find a way to set aside the caregiver role from time to time, and be a partner instead - so that you can relax and feel nurtured by your partner.

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我突然有一种感觉，在后来，我试图通过酒精来寻找这种感觉，最终，在碰到克莱尔时又找到了它，确切的讲，那是一种被结合在一起的，顿时失去知觉和意识的感觉。

It would fill me with a feeling, a feeling I later tried to dupicate with alcohol and finally found again with Clare, a feeling of unity, oblivion, mindlessness in the best sense of the word.

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