我发现失去你使我迷失了自己(呵…)。

All I find is I'm lost without you (ooh...)

youdao

寂寞使我感到恐慌。没有我的夫人，我会迷失；没有的我孩子，我也会迷失。

Loneliness frightens me. I'd be lost without my wife. I'd be lost without my kids.

youdao

但这种刻意的“保持距离”让我很迷失，就像是一种逃避，使我成为了一位局外人。

Writing has helped me to keep a distance from the reality, warily, but at the same time, this kind of "keep a distance" confuses me, as if I were an outsider.

youdao