可是啊，要是你知道——要是你能知道一半我是多么地爱他——我是渴望嫁给他——我是那样喜欢他，希望不要委屈他，在这两者中间，我是多么为难呀！

And O, if you knew - if you could only half know how I loved him how anxious I was to have him - and how wrung I was between caring so much for him and my wish to be fair to him!

youdao

注意，我不说你希望什么或者渴望什么？

Notice I didn’t say what are you hoping for, or what are you wishing for?

youdao

内心的每一次跳动，都在呼喊你的名字。 我是如此渴望和你在一起，噢，希望你，希望你，能有同样的感觉。

Every beat of my heart, loudly cries yourname, I want so much to be with you, oh, please, please, feel thesame。

youdao