但是我知道自己不能放弃，我试着去想我的母亲，想到了她参加我的葬礼时的情景。

But I knew I wasn't going to quit. I tried to keep the image of my mother in my mind - I thought about her attending my funeral.

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但是我知道自己不能放弃，我试着去想我的母亲，想到了她参加我的葬礼时的情景。

I tried to keep the image of my mother in my mind - I thought about her attending my funeral.

youdao

我跟我自己说我看到她在教堂为止，但是我却不能放弃。

I told myself I'd just watch until she was in the church, yet couldn't pull myself away.

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