比赛结束了，他们队的每个男孩从地毯上爬起来，在溃败的失意中昂首阔步装出一副获胜的样子，流露出像街头地痞一样的骄横和蛮不讲理。

And as each of their boys got up from the mat, he swaggered around in his 11 tatters with false 12 bravado, a kind of street pride that couldn't acknowledge defeat.

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抗拒这些事实，试图成为你不是的那个样子，于是你受着破坏性情绪如：生气、嫉妒、怀恨、失意的折磨，而这些折磨又导致进一步的失败。

In resisting the fact and trying to be something that you are not, you suffer from destructive emotions like anger, jealously, hatred, frustration which in turn leads to failure of intelligence.

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