I never deceive myself.

我从来不自欺欺人。

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I never deceive myself. I just look at the facts.

我从来不自欺欺人。我只看事实。

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I refuse to deceive myself and I don't like self-pity.

我不想欺骗自己，也不喜欢自我怜悯。

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Because I prided myself on never having false hopes, on never permitting myself to imagine that things were better than they were, I asked myself whether I might be allowing the mirrors to deceive me.

NEWYORKER: Miracle Polish