Doing preparatory side crying and said: "I am so good, both the man and I fight, I want to live."

边做预备边啼哭地说：“我这么好，那个男的都和我吵架，我不想活了。”

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I don't want them feel sad. I have pretended to be strong, but I was really scared. I feared so much to lose all those beautiful things around me. I am now crying, for the first time.

住院八个月了，我一直没有在爸爸妈妈面前哭过，我怕他们伤心，我在别人面前装得很坚强，其实我内心很害怕，我害怕失去这个美丽的世界。

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I asked her if she was okay and if she needed help, and she just kept saying "I don't want my kids to see me crying," so we stood at the other side of the pump from her car.

我问她感觉怎么样，需不需要帮助，她却不停地说，“我不想让孩子们看见我哭泣，”于是我们站在她的汽车旁的油泵的另一侧。

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