They give me twenty cents a month as pocket money here, but I spend every cent of it on my baby.

我在这里，每月只挪两角钱的零用，我自己又那里要用什么，悉数补在孩子底身上了。

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What kind of people would have a healthy baby and then just give it away? That led me to feeling worthless.

是什么样的人把一个健康的婴儿给抛弃了？这让我感觉我自己没有价值。

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