Picture the ashes as any heavy burden that one might carry inside for years, unwilling or unable to release feelings of anger, resentment, envy, or any other negative connection to the past.
将那些炉灰想象成一个人可能在内心背负多年的重担、不愿或不能释怀的愤怒、怨恨、嫉妒的情绪，或是任何其它不愉快的回忆。
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