Even when I am not thinking of you I receive your influence and I feel a tenderer nature stealing over me.

即使在没有想到你的时候，我也能感受到你的气息和一股飘逸的温情悄然袭来。

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I had to remind myself sternly that Thornfield was not my permanent home, and that the person I was so looking forward to seeing was perhaps not even thinking of me.

我不得不时时严肃地警告自己特恩费得不是我永久的家，我热切希望见到的那个人可能根本想都不想我。

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