Only when I be alone, I would give vent to my heart out all the emotion, I do not understand myself more and more.

只有当自己一个人时，才会把心中的情感尽情宣泄出来，我越来越不了解自己了。

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By demonstrating to myself that I alone can change the many aspects of my persona, I have led myself to believe that all aspects of life can be altered as well.

这个可以证明我能独自地改变我的许多方面，我已经引导我自己相信生活的所有方面也会被改变的很好。

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"He used to say, 'I want to go somewhere in the mountains, to be all by myself, to escape from everyday life, to be alone, '" Suleimanova said.

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