And instead of being happy, thinking of the time I can spend running, talking with friends uninterrupted, walking on the beach, whatever it may be - all I want to do is cry.

并不是可以快乐，想着可以自己跑跑步，不被打扰的与朋友聊天，在沙滩上漫步。

youdao

At that time, was mad I am do not know whether to laugh or cry, did not know said his any is good, also cannot scold him, also cannot hit him, after all his this year only then three years old.

当时，气得我是哭笑不得，不知说他什么好，既不能骂他，也不能打他，毕竟他今年才三岁呀。

youdao

There are plenty of moments when I get overwhelmed or sad or stressed and cry myself to sleep on my pillow but when I get discouraged all I really have to do is walk through the gates of Kopila and look into the faces of my children and see all of their potential in front of me.

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