我后悔极了，但一切都晚了……虽然这件事过去很久了，虽然那里我还年幼无知，但这件事一直鞭策着我，让我勇往直前，永不后退。

I am very sorry, but everything is too late... While this for a long time in the past, though, where I have to youthful ignorance, but it has been urging me, let me move forward, never backward.

youdao

是什么让他勇往直前，我想，无论是什么，是一种绝望的气息。

What kept him going? I think whatever it was, it was tinged with desperation.

youdao