我讨厌我自己一面往前走，却一直回头。

I hate myself to go forward, but always back.

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我想得越多，我就越讨厌我自己如此没有组织。

The more I think about it, the more I hate myself for being so disorganized.

youdao

我讨厌我自己。

I loathe myself.

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Tell me later what it is you're going to be doing for the rest of your life.

你们有谁说过自己讨厌一门学科吗？,今后记得告诉我你打算从事什么行业。

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