现在我知道，认识到什么是应该做的并不容易，而真正去做就更加困难了。

I now know that it's not always easy to see what should be done and even harder actually to do it.

youdao

现在我知道黛德不是，而假装怀有证据。那就是故意为之了。

Now, because I'd know it wasn't Dede but could pretend to have proof, I'd be doing so on purpose.

youdao

而现在不了，我现在健身只是因为我喜欢健身，我不知道那会带来什么结果。

Not anymore: now I just do it because I love it, and I have no idea where that will take me.

youdao