我不知道能不能加入健美操社团，我这么胖，而且还害怕被取笑。

I wonder if I can join in aerobic club. I am so fat. I'm afraid of being taken as fancy.

youdao

我依然握着她的手，渐渐地，我意识到我并不害怕这种感情之战，意识到这实际是她赐予我的特殊荣幸，而且我还乐意再来一次。

Slowly, still holding her hand, I become aware that I do not mind this emotional battle, that in fact, it was a privilege she has allowed me, and I would do it again, gladly.

youdao