而可悲的是，它可以让我们数十年如一日不断追求财富和奢侈品，直到现在才明白这一点。

And the sad thing is that it could take us decades of pursuing wealth and luxury items before we realize this.

youdao

直到现在我才完全明白。

I didn't fully understand that until now.

youdao

直到现在你远离我们而去。我们才真正明白你的可贵，我们想让你知道，没有你的日子非常非常难熬。

Only now you are gone do we truly appreciate what we are without, and we want you to know that life without you is very, very difficult.

youdao