不过，除了这个小插曲之外（我差点就忘了生日这回事），我觉得大家都有一种万分激动却又极度不安的复杂心情。

So apart from that small interlude (that kind of passed by almost unnoticed) I think we are all feeling a combination of severe trepidation and excitement.

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激动、安慰又惴惴不安的心情同时涌上心头。

It was thrilling, comforting and unsettling all at the same time.

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如今，当她去世的消息传来，我明白了她激动不安的原因。

Now, as 8 word of her death came, I understood the reason for her agitation.

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